I also ejaculated.
I'm much of the same, only around the period where not only am I temporarily unemployed, bills are due in a week, life's lost its merit, reading no longer cures me, and I'm in a sort of lost-but-still-fighting-though-I-know-secretly-all-life-is-meant-to-be-lived-until-suddenly-you-get-hit-by-a-tragic-turn-of-event-and-those-last-few-moments-of-vitality-you're-given-only-forces-you-to-acknowledge-every-regret-past-or-present-you-lived-through whilst I find a new job.
Regarding the boy, what happened?